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Part 4 - Turning point

A lot of you may already know me. Anyone that’s been to the monthly parties in Brentwood, or the weekend events has certainly met me. I’m the girl on stage entertaining you all. But do you really know me? Just another trans girl, right? Well yes but there’s more to everyone and this is part 4 of my story.

At this point in my life, there was a lot going on. I was busy working as an arcade machine engineer during the week, a dj at the weekends and very active on the car scene. In the middle of all that I’d taken my first steps out to the T scene. At the time, I felt like this was how it would be. I’d carry on with the mundane day to day and look forward to planning my secret nights out partying at the weekend. It became a regular thing and nobody ever asked where I was. Friends just assumed I was with a different one, or they didn’t care. But there was an issue. Subconsciously at first, the girl in me was growing. There were moments (milestones perhaps), like the time I was throwing some moves on the dance pole in Pink Punters. I was upside down, sliding down it and my hands slipped. Head first into these really chunky floor tiles and it really hurt. I came round to see people looking down at me, concerned. Then I realised my wig had fallen off - I really hated that and felt so embarrassed. So I decided to grow my hair long. It was also around this time I went to the laser clinic. Remember at this point I still hadn’t planned to transition, but I knew I never ever wanted facial hair. So I was just looking to stop shaving. Then I came out to someone.

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Hi and welcome to issue 55 of Transliving International. In this issue, we feature Amanda Richards from America on the front cover. Amanda shares with us her photos and tells us all about her journey as a t-girl and her makeover-service business. This issue also includes a report with photos from our Laguna Bournemouth Weekend from last December which again was another enjoyable and successful weekend. We also feature Defy Models, which is a new modelling agency catering for the transgender community only, and is the first of its kind in the UK. I have spoken with the founder, Mark, at great length on several occasions and he has lots planned for the future. Transliving are also planning to get involved with some of it, but for now, if you fancy yourself as a model but have always allowed your trans status to put you off, or indeed have been refused work because of it, then please do check the feature out on Defy Models in this issue and make contact with them. One feature included this time is Sexual Health, and it is something that we should all be geared up on and pay extra attention to, particularly if you are not in a monogamous long term relationship. I know that the discussion of sex is somewhat still a taboo subject within our community and many prefer not to discuss it, but my motto is; ‘if you're doing it then enjoy doing it but at least know the facts about Sexual Health and that you're safe!’ PLUS all our usual sections on where to go out in our Scene Guide, TV/TS Contacts, Events, readers' personal real-life stories & experiences, fabulous photo-spreads, advice on fashion, makeup & image styling, Information, Support and so much more!.... What more do you need? With so much going on it’s no surprise that Transliving is THE go to magazine for the Cross-Dressing and Transgender community and their friends and lovers all over the world! Do you want to be featured in a future issue? Contact