I am a crossdresser who has been dressing since I was six years old. I tried on my mom’s bras and begged her to let me wear a dress. She eventually relented and allowed me to prance around in a dress for a few weeks until my brother started making fun of me. I then hid that side of me and dressed in my mom’s clothes and lingerie when I was home alone. I would walk around the apartment and pretend I was a girl.
I eventually grew older but did not grow out of loving being a girl. I eventually learned what garters were for, and what stockings were for. That added to my excitement, and even to this day, I cannot feel dressed unless I have my garters and stockings. During my teenage years, I also found excitement in wearing sanitary pads with sanitary belts under my panties. I had to figure it all out on my own and this aspect of being female made me feel very feminine Initially, I only dressed at home, but I later needed more of a release when I was not at home. I started to wear panties and pantyhose underneath my jeans to school. I also wore a camisole when I knew it would be too cold to take off my jacket. (I only did this when I knew I did not have a gym class, where I would have to change in front of my classmates). I eventually graduated from plain old fashion lingerie to my younger sister’s lacy panties - I wished my mom had taste for classy lingerie, as her lingerie was too plain for me.