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The Ultimate Adventure

My Name’s Ash, I’m an actor, a presenter, a brother, an uncle, a son and I also just happen to be a transman. I transitioned back in 2012 and I can’t quite believe how much my world has changed in the space of just 5 years.

I’ve always been awful at decision making but something inside me knew that transitioning was going to be the biggest and most important decision I’ll ever have to make. In 2012 after a troubled few years of feeling lost and alone I finally came out and said it; Life would have been easier if I’d of been born a boy. If I’m honest I’d always known, I just didn’t know how to say it, and I owe the credit to my sister. She sat me down one sunny after and said: “are you struggling with your gender?”… I simply replied ‘yes’ and that was one of the most important conversations I’ll ever have, and I owe all the thanks in the world to my lovely sister and friend Sophie for her support. I know I’m extremely lucky to have been given that lifeline but nothing could quite prepare me for the life changes I was about to embark on. I’d always known something didn’t sit quite right with my birth gender, it was like I was playing a part in someone else’s life. I didn’t feel comfortable in that body or in how the world saw me and interacted with me. I didn’t know how to say the words. Growing up, there were no role models or help. It was almost like changing gender would be a mission impossible. But after seeing some things on the TV and YouTube I decided to just go for it - well I couldn’t really stop it.

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Hi and welcome to issue 58 of Transliving International. In this issue, we feature Norma Simone on the cover with her recent Indian Summer themed photoshoot. This issue also includes an event report with photos from South Africa Pride as well as Alternative Miss London 2017 and the Autumn Transliving Eastbourne Weekend. Other features include a readers' recent Lolita themed photoshoot, New gorgeous fashion & makeup trends, an interview with trans model Judith Wilde, a product review of the new Selene Vagina Gaff, a recent Bristol boat trip, regular reader Shona from Suffolk visits a Dressing Service to live out her bucket-list by creating as many different looks as possible and shares her photos with us, and we look at the inspiring story of Roberta Cowell who is reported to be the UK's first transsexual, born 100 years ago. PLUS all our usual sections on where to go out in our Scene Guide, TV/TS Contacts, Events, readers' personal real-life stories & experiences, fabulous photo-spreads, advice on fashion, makeup & image styling, Information, Support and so much more!.... What more do you need? With so much going on it’s no surprise that Transliving is THE go-to magazine for the Cross-Dressing and Transgender community and their friends and lovers all over the world! Do you want to be featured in a future issue? Contact