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Picture Imperfect

School bullies left Danny Bowman so desperate to fit in that he couldn’t sit through a single lesson without rushing out to check his looks — and hating what he saw

Most young men want to look good. Some spend a long time trying to achieve it. But I took this to extremes — 10 hours staring into a mirror, constantly taking selfies to see what I’d achieved, sometimes taking 200 photos. And that’s not to mention the countless grooming rituals and the purging, twice, sometimes three times, a day. All for that unattainable dream of perfection. I remember getting up really early in the morning to complete my daily grooming duties and not going to bed till 1am the following day.

After six months of this torture I just couldn’t do it anymore. I decided the only way out was to take my own life.

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On the cover, Nyle DiMarco talks about how being deaf was no obstacle to winning America’s Next Top Model and Dancing with the Stars. Plus: Queer theatre special with an exclusive interview and shoot with Mark Gatiss and the cast of The Boys in the Band, hot electronic pop duo Aluna George, singer Rebecca Ferguson, and Fear the Walking Dead star Colman Domingo.