I’m not sure if it was a result of being sexually isolated by the covid-19 quarantine, but for some reason I woke up sweating in the middle of the night.
This used to be the hour when someone I met at a bar, but usually online, would arrive at my place for sex. It was 3am, I was aroused and overcome with how drunk I felt, high again, and in that moment – insanely horny. The feeling was so certain that, for a split second, I sat up in my bed and waited to hear a knock on my door or buzz from my phone telling me someone was parked and waiting outside. When neither occurred, I half smiled, closed my eyes and fell asleep.