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“PRAYING THE GAY AWAY NEARLY KILLED ME”

Unable to reconcile his faith and sexuality, Chris Csabonyi put himself through years of anguish attempting to “pray the gay away” with so-called gay conversion therapy. In the end, his salvation came from an unexpected direction, and now he’s campaigning to have the practice banned nationally.

When I speak to Chris Csabonyi over the phone he sounds as though he’s beaming. A petition he has launched to ban gay conversion therapy in Australia has been signed by over 40,000 people, has helped prompt an inquiry into the issue by the Victorian State Government, and has just lead the Australian Capital Territory Government to announce it will outlaw the practice.

Yet, life couldn’t have been more different for Chris less than a decade ago. Having been lead to believe that religious counselling could turn him heterosexual, if only he put his faith in God, he had been left feeling suicidal and like a failure after spending years in constant prayer.

Chris says his journey into the ex-gay movement wasn’t motivated by a need to please his family, rather, it was because he believed he needed to become heterosexual to save his soul.

“I was brought up as a Baptist, but my parents weren’t the ones who pushed me into this”, he tells DNA, “I really wanted to go myself.

“When you’re a kid you hear lots of things at church and for me what I heard was that gay people were perverted, they were demon possessed, that they were disgusting abominations – all these horrible things. So, when I started to work out that I might be gay at around the age of 10 or 11, those things I’d heard about gay people became part of how I saw myself.”

Between realising he was homosexual and deciding to seek religious counselling, there was never a moment in which Chris entertained the notion that he might be anything other than bad.

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