Heaven scent
OUT BEFORE HE WAS EVEN A TEENAGER, PERFUME GENIUS, REAL NAME MIKE HADREAS, KNOWS ALL ABOUT THE FEARS AND HARSH REALITIES OF GROWING UP GAY. BUT HE’S ALWAYS REFUSED TO STAY SILENT — THAT’S BORNE OUT IN HIS EXPRESSIVE MUSIC, WHICH HE HOPES CAN HELP OTHER QUEER KIDS
WORDS: CHRIS GODFREY // PHOTOGRAPHS: FRANCISCO GOMEZ DE VILLABOA
FASHION: UMAR SARWAR
As well as the precise, echoing vocals and sensual melodies, the music of Mike Hadreas, aka solo artist Perfume Genius, is renowned for its unrepentant gayness.
After coming out more than a decade ago at the age of 12, the Seattle-born singer was bullied at school and picked on for not adhering to “typical” masculine ideals.
Despite these experiences, Hadreas, now 35, refused to be driven back into the closet. Instead, he has laid it all out in his music. He adopted the moniker Perfume Genius in 2007, and since then has consistently addressed themes familiar to young gay men: isolation, wanting to be loved, and effeminancy — often to critical acclaim, if not mainstream recognition.
Throughout his career, no topic has proven taboo and no personal experience has been off limits. His music draws upon his past addictions and subsequent recovery, his battle with Crohn’s disease and the vulnerabilities of being an effiminate gay man.
In 2012, the video for his single Hood was deleted by YouTube, who cited the track’s “mature sexual themes”. The video showed the dainty Hadreas wrapped in the arms of gay porn actor Arpad Miklos, who died in 2013. It’s indicative of how he has possibly forgone commercial success in the name of artistic expression — queer artistic expression in particular.
This is perhaps best encapsulated in Queen, the single from his 2014 album Too Bright. Amid heavy, expressive chords and a wistful piano riff, the song’s chorus: “no family is safe, when I sashay”, is a defiant, almost aggressive, celebration of homosexual flamboyance.