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I’m never sure what counts as proper sex with a woman. When was the first time I had sex with my girlfriend? Was it the first time we touched each other? Or the first time I came? Or the first time I made her come? They’re all different times. The first time she made me come was over the phone while I touched myself. It was early on in our relationship, but it wasn’t awkward at all. The first time I made her come, we were home alone at mine and she’d slept over the night before. I touched her over the top of her trousers until she came. I actually got really bad hand cramp because of the angle. Both times I felt really good afterwards. It made me look forward to doing it more.
We’ve been together three months now. We still find it hard to get any privacy. We had to keep our relationship secret until recently, because she isn’t out of the closet. I didn’t mind so much. It made everything we did even more exciting. It’s so hot when we’re out in public and my girlfriend can’t help but touch my thigh or when we sneak off to the bathroom to make out. To be honest, she’s way out of my league and the knowledge that she wants me makes me feel really sexy. She’s stunning. I love it when I catch her concentrating on something else, and she doesn’t even realise how incredible she looks in that moment.