SHORT STORIES SPECIAL
Someone Else’s Shoes
Jojo Moyes treats us to an extract from her latest book about two women forced to walk in each other’s footsteps – quite literally
She is peeling off her wet swimsuit when the yummy mummies arrive. Glossy and stick thin, they swiftly surround her, talking loudly and across each other, their voices filling the fuggy silence of the changing room, completely oblivious to her presence. Sam feels the brief equilibrium gained by her 20-length swim evaporating like mist. It has taken her an hour here to remember that she hates these places: the apartheid of hard bodies, the corners where she and the other lumpy people try to hide. She has walked by this place a million times and wondered whether to go in. She realises that these are the kind of women who leave her feeling worse than if she’d never come in at all.
These are women with designer athleisure, perfectly cut hair and time for coffee. These are women whose gym bags bear designer labels, rather than her fake Marc Jacobs knock-off, and have husbands called Rupe or Tris, who carelessly toss envelopes containing hefty bonuses onto shining Conran Shop kitchen tables. These women drive huge off-roaders that never get muddy, double-park their way through their day and demand babyccinos for querulous children from harassed baristas, tutting when they are not made to their exact specification. They do not lie awake until 4am worrying about electricity bills or feel sick about greeting their new boss with his shiny suit and his barely disguised disdain each morning.
Sam is at that age, the age where all the wrong things seem somehow to stick, fat, the groove between her eyebrows, anxiety…