relationships
Presently, I’m in that beautiful phase of dating where a message pops up on my phone and I can’t help smiling, or we meet for dinner and end up talking for hours into the night. I love the feeling – the anticipation and the butterflies – but I can’t help panicking, questioning if I’m ready for anything more. We met just over a month ago and, although I know it can’t stay this exciting forever, trusting enough to commit really scares me. I’ve been single for two years and
I have enjoyed taking a break. I’ve learned how to be happy in myself and I’ve thought through what I would like from a future partner. Looking back, I realise that previous relationships have taken up a lot of emotional energy, leaving me drained, and I want things to be dierent next time. I feel ready to let someone in, to slowly share the things I enjoy, but it feels overwhelming to allow myself to be vulnerable again.